Pointless

It’s incredible to me how one experience can change your life forever. I just don’t understand how so much emotion can fill a room to the point that it makes me laugh, it makes me cry, it engulfs me with a sense of nostalgia, it makes me eager for what my future holds, and it helps me to realize that when I put my mind to something I WILL be able to do it.

Age is funny and it does funny things to you. I remember being five years old and being so excited to go to school I would wake my mom up an hour before she really needed to be awake. I remember loving middle school but hating my lack of friends.  I remember being in high school and skipping classes because I hated it so much. And now, I’m in college and I just can’t wait for it to be over.   

I love to laugh. I escape with laughter. The best laughter is when you keep laughing even though you KNOW you can’t breathe, you’re about to pee, your face is bright red or all of the above.  Laughter is the most enjoyable when surrounded by good friends and there isn’t any logical reason for your joyous outburst.

I want success so bad I can taste it. I hope that when I am finished with my education I will be able to make a difference. I want people to know my name but not because of fame. I want people to know me because I’m a good person that does respectable things.

I don’t think people like Taylor Swift are famous because of their music. Yes, she’s a singer. And yes, I could listen to her on repeat for years (and I have) but I don’t think that is what makes Ms. Swift so admirable. It is because she is doing what she is passionate about. Although my passion isn’t music, I can only hope my passion will take me as far in life as someone like Taylor’s has.

Well, this post was kind of pointless…but hey, if you had something better to do I’m sure you wouldn’t be reading my blog anyways! ;)